Flying Solo!
It's Sunday morning and I am sitting in silence in Flo's chair listening and thinking and observing the view from her chair to her window to the world!Listening: to the monitor for the word to get Mom out of bed and start her day...listening to the rain...listening to the creek...
Thinking : that here we are at August 2nd, and it's finally back to the old routine where St Nic has Sundays off. It has taken me from Fe
bruary 17th[ the fateful day of my flight through the air, nose to the ground, and a broken femur in several places, to now to get enough strength and confidence to manage [me and Mom] all by myself from wake-up to bedtime. Whew! I remember that in the emergency room, my doctor had said that I was looking at several months of recovery[ since I had really done several break[s] . Really? Yes.
bruary 17th[ the fateful day of my flight through the air, nose to the ground, and a broken femur in several places, to now to get enough strength and confidence to manage [me and Mom] all by myself from wake-up to bedtime. Whew! I remember that in the emergency room, my doctor had said that I was looking at several months of recovery[ since I had really done several break[s] . Really? Yes. I'm happy to have most of it behind me. A couple of days after the surgery, I asked him what was going to be the hardest part....he said: Depression. I was not expecting that answer, but now I totally understand it. The surgery, the hospital stay, rehab, not walking for months, needing help with so many things that we take for granted on a regular basis, the list could go on and on..
Observing: th
e birds feeding at their feeder of choice. Chickadees, nuthatches, mourning doves, yellow finches, woodpeckers and titmice [!!], ...I haven't seen a hummer lately...
e birds feeding at their feeder of choice. Chickadees, nuthatches, mourning doves, yellow finches, woodpeckers and titmice [!!], ...I haven't seen a hummer lately...Noticing the colors of the bloomin' flowers: rose of sharon, geraniums, impatiens, petunias, hibiscus, begonias,...and the trees' leaves soaking up the rain. There is flowing[ bustling] water in the creek next to the house.

Flo's view is pretty good!
And yesterday, she told me she felt like this was home. [Two years on Aug 28th].
I'm sure the dog and the daily rice pudding with whipped cream are a big part of it...oh, and yeah, my entertaining and singing, too!!
Labels: birds, Flo, reflecting


7 Comments:
Are you still depressed? Yours and Flo's world is so beautiful. I love your description. What's for dinner? LOL.
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Anonymous, At
August 2, 2009 at 1:10 PM
What a beautiful way to start a Sunday morning, "listening to the rain...listening to the creek...". those are some of the most peaceful and serene things to listen to.
Have a fantastic week, see you again soon.
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dellgirl, At
August 2, 2009 at 1:55 PM
Hey you!
Come to Levanna and see "my" hummingbird!!!
lv
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Anonymous, At
August 2, 2009 at 2:57 PM
I love waking up first and listening to the noises of the silent house and the active yard outside.
Flying solo now, good luck and may you have a smooth ride!
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Peggy, At
August 2, 2009 at 5:48 PM
you are a sweetie to have taken care of your mom so long despite your own recuperation....angel daughter.
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Great Grandma Lin, At
August 2, 2009 at 7:35 PM
I am glad that this is all behind you now. It was an awfully long haul and I can see where it would hard not to get depressed out of the shear frustration of needing help. When you are a care taker, it's hard to become the one who needs taking care of.....Watch where you walk Mare...welcome back....
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RamblingWoods2.com, At
August 8, 2009 at 9:23 PM
I'm so sorry for all you've had to go through, Mare. It amazes me how well you've held up. I got tired of my cast real quick. I was very lucky that my break wasn't so bad. It did give me a bit of understanding for what you've suffered though. Take care. I'm thinking of you.
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Kay, At
August 12, 2009 at 4:56 AM
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